:: Porkchop Serum ::

:: Thursday, June 23, 2005 ::

I love the idea of the eternal music... like a score to life. Calm music like DDDS keeps me in the peace when i return home.. the calm and tolerant. Mold in the cup? hell, mold in my head.. its all good. I'll just let the easy riddems soothe me into the receptive mindstate. i might try experimenting with the musics while sleeping but unsure whether i can fall asleep to speedddeaththrashmetal as easily as i can with the dizzzzzz. Adam and I had this plan during sophomore year to buy a set of Technics turntables and have them spinning excellent records ad infinitum... we'd return from class, scratch a little, break it down and chill on the funk couch with some Kart. Can you think of a better life?


sorry about your shoulder. sometimes if i sleep on it wrong, i'll wake up with it messed. hopefully its temporary. anyway, lost a day and half due to travel and all that entails.. but tried the last two workouts out of order the 20minuts of 7 handstand pushups and 12 "L" pull-ups.. that was pretty much an unmitigated failure as those two are very difficult.. (I almost killed myself in my hotel room trying to do a handstand up against the wall.. i ended up a crumpled, naked fleshpile (bonus imagery!!)) Today i did the 5k workout on the treadmill.. sub 30minutes which is cool but its easier on the tmill.. it actually feels nice to walk out into the natural sauna after such a thing.. the sweat bursting forth.

Dont fret in the inj.. just use your innate mutant healing factor and put that shit right.

be careful with the booze et roof lest you begin chasing the phantom "dome" Sean.

:: sandy 10:56 AM [+] ::
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Blazing heat and deblitating jet lag equals falling asleep inside a belly dancer. Well, i guess i should say "approximates".

Its that kind of heat that basically is like a steam room. Cuz its mad hot and yes, its not a dry heat. I would describe it like intaking oxygen through some sort of gauze. And without sunglasses, you risk sunburning your eyes.

But on the bright side, the night life is pretty hot. There are tons of really expensive cars, i hear the shopping is excellent with the lack of duty

Who would have known that Namibia was so happening!?

:: sandy 4:53 PM [+] ::
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I offer myself as a friend during your grieving. My condolences.

Apparently Seth green is attractive. Who knew.. I, on the other hand, find QT to be of the pinched and shrill variety. What strange warped sense of beauty you must develop down underneath the world.

Well, Friday again proves to be the king of the weekend where it once was as exciting as wednesday. Im a bit perterbed recently. As i explore new groups of friends, Im noticing how my "Sandy-ness" seems to form in a manner that is noticeably diferrent than im used to. You sprinkle some wild, perhaps out of character, events early on and suddenly "Sandy" takes on a whole new meaning to person A than it does to person B. Yet, you ARE the same person, arent you? Is it that you then modify your personality to seemlessly flow from one group of friends to the other or is it that maybe you've managed to awaken a side to yourself that up until know was dormant.

Ah, if only to have a video camera and perhaps do a case study on yourself. Are you acting differently? Why? Within an already established group of friends, the "dominant" people have already formed. Not dominant in the traditional Silverback way but perhaps that certain roles and responsibilities have already been spoken for and to attempt to coopt them would arouse interest. With new friend groups, there is no such thing and with that window of opportunity closing ever rapidly as time ticks by, the chance to attain dominance fades. Perhaps this draws out the strange or "dormant" behavior.

:: sandy 2:24 PM [+] ::
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